salam,, it has been a while since the last time i wrote something here,,
but this story really made me wanna put it here so that this memory can last longer for me and others..
3 days ago, i lost my metro pass and my temporary passport otw back from class which is sooo important to me that if i were caught by the police in the street without them, i might be dragged to the station, and the student metro pass which make me save almost half of the monthly fees compared to the normal pass..
i was soo down n felt helpless,as i have no one to rely on other than Him, i prayed hard and keep on thinking that He will not test us more than what we can take,, and u know what, yesterday a kind russian lady actually found and returned them to my hostel guard,, i was soo thankful and its really a great tarbiyah for me to put my faith more in Him.. (alhamdulillah..^^)
Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people. (2: 286)
wasnt it sweet when Allah reply your prayer right in front of you,, why we still have doubt and keep our distance from Him yet to us He is sooo close, closer than we and the vein in our neck?
It was We who created man and We know what dark suggestions his soul makes to him: for We are nearer to him than (his) jugular vein. (50:16)