the first few hours

alhamdulillah..
sampai jugak dekat london nih..
abby yg travel jauh2 utk jemput saye di airport..arigato..
abby yg carikkan saye oyster card... arigato..
abby yg carikkan prepaid card..arigato...
abby yg belikan tiket train to newcastle.. arigato..
n abby yg belanje makan kebab halal..arigato sekali lagi..
besar jase abby nih, (akmal)..haha..

today im in newcastle,
staying dengan a family nih,
which i knew when i was in utp,
but the best thing are,
how they help me n change d direction of my life,
they are some of d people who help me to continue my study in medicine here in moscow..
kalau x, seriously, on that very day, aku miss interview jpa dah,
since tempat interview kat ipoh at 8,
utp plak 1 jam from ipoh,
dengan x de transportation nyer..
watkan aku rase terlampau2 lah malas nak pergi nterview tu..

butden bile Pn. Fadzlinda knew bout this,
oh ya, but b4 dat,
auntie linda is my english lecturer time dekat utp dulu,
she invited me to stay at their house dat night,
so dat d next morning,
her husband uncle hanif dapat tolong hantar ahmad syahir ke interview nyer..
auntie linda n Pak Nip..!!
spasiba balshou, arigato , thank you sooooo much for your help..
Allah je yg dapat balas jasa kalian..

today jalan2 skit2 je dulu dekat newcastle nih..
main event hari ni ialah SHOPPING.>!!
mak aiii..mmg gile murah arr barang2 nyer..
i get this branded jean yg kalau kat msia almost 300rm,
for just 4.5 pound..
kedai apek belakang rumah aku pon x boleh jual gitu..
mmg murah la..
n some other things for my siblings n friend..
best2..
alhamdulillah..

apa2pon, sy selalu igtkan diri jahil nh,
dat x semua org beruntung dapat rezeki gini,
so saye kene bersyukur..
alhamdulillah..
syukran ya Allah, syukran ya Rahman, syukran ya Rahim...
mcm semalam,
dekat moscow airport,
1 of my besfren x lepas kastam,
n end up x dapat join this vacation..
sgt sedih orh..
he had problem with his visa..
aku pon x paham russia nih.
n paling perit is that,
ticket nyer burn,
beg nyer dah check in,
x dapat jumpe kawan2 die dekat ireland..
n kene spend d whole 2 weeks in hostel,
alone.....
seriously aku kate aku sgt sedih,
just x dapat bayangkan kalau im in his place,
luckily apiz nih sorang yg cool,
mmg aku akui la..
apiz mmg x mudah panic n pandai bawak diri,
if those things happened to me,
wallahualam..
sebb aku tau , diri nih jauh lemahnya,
n masih byk yg perlu dibaiki,


ya tuhan, kau tabahkan ati apiz,
utk tempuhi dugaanMu ini,
sungguh kau yg maha berkuasa atas segala kejadian..
dan kau kuatkan lah diri kami ini utk tempuhi ujian2 dan cobaan2Mu..
aminn..

p/s : ma , abg selamat sampai dah ke sini..
insyaallah i'll take care of myself baik2..
i.A..
utk gambar2,
update kemudian k..
=)

pen off..

cuti2 dulu..

off to london today..
alhamdulillah habis perikse..
so to start my first ever winter vacation,
we choose london n paris as my destinatn,
unlike last year, i spent the whole time in my room here in moscow,
this year, wanna try somethin different..
since todays temp. had already -22 here,
moscow maybe not a good place to hibernate..haha
visiting my auntie in newcastle would be nice,
meeting my friends in london abby,zac, setatn balan n d others,
walk around d 'city of love'..=P,
n lastly have a jaulah in lille from 2-6 of feb..
insyaallah,,pray 4 me ma ya...
rindu2 banget sih..
=)
hopefully everything will go just fine..
n return back home safely..
aminn..

anatomy n histology?
sorry to say but u guys x boleh ikot..
=P
going to update some if i have the time there,
but for nowm bye2..
take care everyone..
=)


pen off..

Doakan..=D

salam..

Exam histology (fridaay) n anatomy (d next thursday) ni..
saye selalu gelabah n risau2..
doakan saya terang hati, dibukakan minda n dilapangkan fikiran,
dikuatkan ingatan dan ditunjukkan jalan ye..
dapat score n jawab ngn baik..
dan saya harap titipan doa dari kalian..=)..
semoga dimudahkan segala urusan dunie ni..
aminn..
terima kasih..
gambatte2..
k dah.. sambung study balik..
haha..
=)

Yg benar,
Ahmad Syahir Bin Abu Sahmah..


pen off..

InsyaAllah

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on,
You feel so lost,
That your so alone,
All you is see is night,
And darkness all around,
You feel so helpless,
You can`t see which way to go,
Don`t despair and never loose hope,
Cause Allah is always by your side.

Everytime you commit one more mistake,
You feel you can`t repent,
And that its way too late,
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made,
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame.

Don`t despair and never loose hope,
Cause Allah is always by your side,
Insya Allah,
Insya Allah you`ll find your way.

Turn to Allah,
He`s never far away,
Put your trust in Him,
Raise your hands and pray,
OOO Ya Allah,
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray,
You`re the only one that showed me the way.

Maher Zain - InsyaAllah

die kate...

makin banyak masalah dihadap,

makin byk lakaran pengalamn yg terlukis,
hamparan jalan yg dulunya suram,
kian jelas satu persatu,
makin arif menyusuri arus kehidupan,
lantas mnerbitkn syukur dihati,
semua dari kita xkan terhindar dari masalah,
namun baik jika diambil hikmah,
dari tiap2 ujian,
utk jadikkan tali arah ,
agar hari ini lebih baik dari semalam,
dan esok jauh lebih baik dari hari ini dan kemarin..

InsyaAllah..


pen off..

INVICTUS

Ahmad Murtadha : I'm the master of my fate , I'm the captain of my soul..


my brother post this phrases on facebook..
waa..adikku dah pandai berkate2..
-__- .. x pernah pon denga pasal nih mur..
thankz 4 telling..
so saye pon search lerr kat internet..
actually its a poem,,
a really inspiring 1..

INVICTUS

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
by William Ernest Henley

b4 tido abg fikir..
statement yg 2nd betol kot mur..
but d first 1 ade skit x betul la abg rase..
cam mane kite kuasai fate kite sendiri..
x x..

Fate = takdir = nasib = suratan = ketentuan = qada' dan qadar

camane lerr kite nak jadik master pade qada' dan qadar kite sendiri..
sedangkan itu kan ketentuan Allah..
kite hanye berusaha je..
n mesti la Die yg tentukan kan??
we might work on it n try to change d direction,
but will never be the master of it..
coz somehow it is out of human capability to control the outcome of his own life..
thats why in the end of everything, the concept of tawakkal takes place..
anything can happen kan..
saye rase la..
huhu..
fikir2kan lah mur eh..
cuti dah nak habis da nih..
dah nak naik sekolah..
secondary school study lagi susah tau..
skolah mc pon ok gak..
although abg lagi prefer mur ke samura form 4 nnti..
but insyaallah ok2 je kat tempat baru tu..
so dont worry la..
maybe jauh skit kot dari JB,
i think i still can drive up to kuala kangsar nnti time cuti sem..
lesen dah ade kan..hehe..
n jgn nangis dok asrama..=)..
mintak nurul ajar mur cam ne nak basuh , iron baju n lipat baju..
bongsu selalu cengeng skit..
hahaha..


pen off..

nice1 PPIM..spaciba (thank you..=)

theme towards professional muslim..
byk yg dipelajari meresap dlm hati..
overall saye bersyukur dapat join..
n harap dapat belajar lg dlm tentang medicine utk life kemudian nnti..
n really looking foward to know more regarding d fiqh in medicine..
=D
terime kasih PPIM sebb menjayakan program ni utk kami..
=)
hontoni arigato..



pen off..